wave of Feelings

This has been long time i have not been blogging,due to one or other reason.today a time has come to publish blog.From last six months i have been going through lot of books related to relations,in the mean time i met one of my relative by name tapasya .last four months back she proposed me and i accepted it but with one question i asked was why me why not others.Answer was confusing but i accepted her,reason for asking question was simple she is an NRI good looking girl and i am fat,lazy,middle class indian boy.

leave the question part (doubt) i taught i am a god becoz i got an NRI lady.Days went on she was to call me and exchange lot of words with her.when i fell in love i started realising about emotions,i started respecting every human relation,as an example i was reading some article related to monsoon,after finishing my study my eyes were in tears,,this lead to me in emotional feeling.

But on june 6 th real shock came to me when i heard tapasya is being operated for a surgery regarding critical cardiac nervous,as i was in emotional phase i was totally depressed but she called me later and informed that her health never permits to maintain relations.she convinced to be brave and positive over this matter.It took lot of time to recover but i am still in touch with tapasya.hope every one should be blessed with brave heart and strong mind to overcome this emotionals..